anything under the sun

I'm a man without a face. The face of being brave doesn't exist in me. I try to hide the coward ness in me but then it is still want to come out. How could I try to be brave and face all the pain? Now I'm sitting under the tree and imagine that the pain is already lost, lost as if I'm an immortal who doesn't feel any emotion. I wish I have powers that no one can defeat me. I wish this things doesn't exist. If only I can do anything just to cover all the pain. Everybody seems to be so happy but then I'm the only one know that this is what I feel EMPTINESS. I wish I have power to predict the future. I wish I'm perfect so this feeling ends. I wish everybody know that I’m not happy and they will understand me. Why love exist if no one loves you back. How could everyone feel love when at the end it just causes you pain and tears? Why not try to be alone and just think how to make things complete without relaying myself in anyone. Why not just see that one has love you unconditionally is when you realize your life will be complete and not empty. What will be the solution of emptiness? What is the real meaning of existing in this world? Why everybody is not aware that they are doing bad to others? Why not try that all people will be a peace lover and not an enemy maker. Please tell me whom I want to meet to answer all my questions in life.

Huh? Huh? Did you think God? Oh yes He is He can answer everything in life. Then I realize you don’t need to have a peer, a friend, a family if you have God in you. Just put at the things in Him and then all that questions in your life will be answer. Just relay on Him and do what His well be done. I try it and anything is really true and perfect. You must try it too, not just in difficult times but all the time all answer to your worries will be lost forever.